Are You Absolute Straight?

When I was little girl in primary school and middle school, I always with some girls hands in hands wherever we go, as long as we stay together. That was so funny when I look back. I think it is a good memory that talk about pop stars and boys when we were little, we dream of everything, talk about dreams and future. When I was in university three years ago, I would still hands in hands hang out with my girl friends. At that we seldom knew about gay or lesbian. During these two years, influenced by many media products and news about gay, especially when I came to American, I learned more, and feel the open and free culture and respect.

Now, if I hold my friend’s hand and we will joke that if we would be considered to be lesbian. However, we are all half serious and half joke. Now, I have seen some gay couples surround me, and know more on Internet. There are more and more people come out of the closet, and find their love even they are in same sex. Especially hot and cool man, as a result, thousands of girls are heartbroken. I have friend, and she is very funny. She confidently said she is absolute straight female.

I asked my other friends that if there is a girl who is look like a boy and be kind to you everyday, under that condition, would you crush on her and agree be her girl friend finally? They all answered that is likely to happen. In fact, people can’t control feeling sometimes. When I was young girl, my neighbor was an older sister who acted like a boy and always plays with boys. She had short hair, pure and active smile, and everything showed she isn’t a girl. I like her same as I admire a real big brother. One day I lost my dog, I found for a long time but no result. When I back home sadly, I saw her stood across the street, looked at me. Through the light of sunset, I couldn’t see her face, but, I don’t know how to describe that feeling, just very drama. Many years past, I still remember the scene and that wired feeling in my mind. You will never have the idea who is your true love. And it is hard to tell if you are absolute straight. Facing with true love, any words are meaningless. Maybe you would “bent” one day.